The creature – part flier, part nymph – and, being a singular child of
its parents, wholly unique, skimmed a short distance along the shore. It
stumbled awkwardly as it landed. It was still trying too hard, still
putting too much effort into landing elegantly, instead of effortlessly
floating down onto the rock as its brothers and sisters did, instinct
sure-footing them.
It shook off the misstep and stretched to its full ten centimetres
height, then held still and silent while waves flicked onto the
grey-black rock. First one, then another reached and fell back; dark
outlines printed where saltwater had briefly washed. Only its eyes
moved, followed and paused, moved and returned, measuring how the water
rose and fell as it pushed against the wind, how the wind curled and
streamed, pushing against the water. And how both moved together, each
compelled by the other.
The creature opened it wings. They were longer than its body, their
upper tips above its head as far as its arms could reach. Tiny veins
pulsed through them, spreading strength as they seemed to spread a
patina of green-bronze and blue. It waited, tamping down the urge to
launch itself into the air. All around it, near and far, its siblings
alighted and rose, each dancing its own dance but every dance one that
its parents and its parents’ parents had created and re-created
thoughtlessly a thousand times before.
Its heart beat, just like its parents’. Its head lifted as theirs did.
It hopped backwards as a tongue of water splashed within millimetres of
its delicate legs. The colours in its wings reflected the colours of the
multitude so that the mass rippled from emerald through turquoise to
sapphire. Rich – the bank of colour was rich, a blooming of millions of
bodies, each distinct and, essentially, identical.
Each individual fluttered and landed alone, rippling with energy and
oblivious to the lazy rolling of the colony, which governed their
erratic manoeuvres and was determined by them. Yet our creature saw not
just its neighbours, sensed not just the rhythm of the living cloud, but
saw the colony for the entity it truly was. It watched and became aware
that it could do as the others – be part of the gathering – while
holding something of itself separate, apart from the drift.
The creature watched, and saw how the swarm pulsed to the same rhythms
as the wind, growing here where the breeze dropped, diminishing there
when a gust eddied across the shore. It remained. It considered. It
appeared exactly as the others – but it was unique.
It decided to wait, not to be gusted into the air, not to shift as the air shifted, but to fly aslant the next flurry.
The heedless throng of creatures – part fliers, part myth – tumbled
along the shore, arms brushing wings, torsos twisting effortlessly to
slide under and over each other, safe in their instincts to be carried
by the wind towards the distant scrubland where low, spare bushes would
provide safe haven overnight. Tomorrow the sun would urge the creatures
back onto the desolate shore to drift back and forth, at one with the
wind and the wind at one with the sea – all intimately bound together in
shifting, unchanging nature.
But the creature, our creature, had made a decision. It had…thought. Not
a big thought, just “There, not here”. Just “Wait…not yet.” And this
set it apart. Not just apart, but different – in a way that would not be
replicated by any of its brothers or sisters – not this time, not for
this species. Had it survived, its offspring would carry that difference
encoded in their mother’s peculiar gene. And then the course would be
set: a line that diverged by unimaginably tiny increments over
unthinkable millennia until what the creatures would have become was
utterly unlike what they did become.
“There, not here.” Not words, but a coherent will: to act, rather than
be acted upon. And that thought held such potential. It was transmitted
from the creature’s brain to its wings, where blood pulsed to a rhythm
that had never been felt in the world before. It was carried to its
limbs, held taut in readiness, will-power – for the first time, ever –
fighting instinct. It rang through its senses and changed them utterly
so that now all its body was in thrall not to a mere brain, but to a
nascent mind.
The creature watched the waves, tensing for the right moment. It heard
the susurration of a thousand wings as the company billowed up, blending
into a single sigh of movement. It felt the breeze shift, and knew it
was now.
It launched itself into the air, its body tilted, ready to slip
sideways. But its elected moment was off – just a gnat’s breath off, but
enough to allow its feet to be caught in a small runnel of brine which
ran ahead of the main wave. The surface tension between its legs and the
skin of the water, only a single molecule thick, was sufficient to
catch it and hold it fast. Its wings held out longest – half a second
longer – but they too succumbed as the creature stumbled and spun to its
knees, whipped around by the current. The weight of water was more
than the pulsing life within could overcome. It strained – briefly –
thrashing upwards to gasp the freshening air, its eyes fixed wide on the
endless sky.
And then the tiny body was whirled away on the tide, the potential
created by possessing the only thinking mind on earth still-born.
Time passed. Twenty-three million years slipped by as the world tested
the designs thrown up by evolution. Some were competent, well-equipped
to flourish in their particular habitat. Others, while no more exotic or
bizarre, seemed alien within their environment and struggled to
survive.
But then came The Ice Age, which carved out new landscapes, and crushed
all – nearly all – life. When the glaciers retreated, only a few species
remained. And it took another two and a half million years for their
future to be assured enough to call the time we live in the Age of
Mammals. From then until Lily Young strode along the shore, a mere two
hundred thousand years had passed.
The wind whipped tendrils of her hair out of her hoodie. Her Doc Martins
crunched over the flint pebbles as she leaned into the breeze. In the
distance the high calls of children rose and fell. Most families had
already left – the air was chillier now and shadows were fading as the
day dulled. Cars revved up and carefully negotiated their way over the
gravel past the low marshes to reach the road and familiarity.
Lily glanced up and realised a sea fret was approaching. She pulled her
collar up but walked on, pausing every now and then whenever a
particular rock caught her eye. Occasionally she would pick one up, or
kick it, turning it over to examine the hidden underside. Most she
discarded – no imprints of the fossilised plants or ammonites she hoped
for. Occasionally she would keep one, shoving it into the deep pockets
of her duffel. Later, in her studio, she would polish them, the better
to bring out the image embedded there. Then she would sell them to a gem
or craft store in the seaside town just up the coast. Her fossil rocks
were mundane, but there was a good enough trade from tourists to make it
worth her while.
But finally one call breached her concentration. “Lily! Come on! It’s gone five!”
She looked round, narrowing her eyes against the wind to spot her
partner, a silhouette on the low skyline, beckoning her back. She cupped
her left hand to her mouth: “Five minutes!”
“Oh for crying out loud!” she bellowed. She knew the kids would be
whiney by then, cold and hungry, all the fun drained out of the day. And
she saw her wrench the car door open and fling herself in, slamming it
shut with real force.
She realised she was no longer willing to broker peace, her patience
with her scraped away by the children’s needs. She glanced briefly at
the rock she had picked up a moment before. Yup, some sort of…but was it
a fossil? Nothing she could really make out, too many lines angling out
from the central blotch. Not recognisably a plant, and clearly no
ammonite.
Accepting the inevitable, she dropped it and began to climb up the low
embankment, back to the car. The rock clattered as it landed, the noise
lost in the rattle of the next wave breaking. The side Lily had scanned
was uppermost now. As the first tiny droplets from the sea fret slicked
its surface, the low light caught it so that the shape etched there
stood out in sharper contrast.
And now it was clear. Here were the legs, delicate but unbroken; above
them wings splayed either side of the body, their rippling translucence
hammered down into nothing but the faintest of outlines. There the arms,
crushed flat by the weight of time, but still with fingers no thicker
than an insect’s antenna; the head twisted round at a sickening angle.
And the eyes, eyes which had been loaded with intelligence, now vacant,
mere impressions in the flint.
The creature had been no precursor of mankind, but was the forerunner of
what would have been a wholly different species. That it had existed at
all was so extraordinary an event, awareness of it had survived in
genetic memory. This subconscious knowledge was so powerful it emerged
time and again as an archetype in mythologies separated by time and
distance.
Had Lily recognised even a part of what she had held in her hand, the
myth would have taken its first uncertain step towards truth – only a
historical truth, but a step closer to an authentic, tangible existence
nonetheless. But Lily dropped the stone, carelessly distracted by more
pressing demands. And a world in which there was no such thing as tiny
winged hominids turned on.
“Settle down, then,” sighed Lily over the children’s bickering, as she buckled up her seat-belt. “How about a story?”
She paused. “Shush while I think…” Her children quietened down &
Lily dredged up a well-loved tale. “How about a fairy story?”
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